But seeing is only half the battle

For life is beyond sight

Life lies within the soul

As emotions lie within the heart

As long as you can touch your can feel

Pain is only flesh deep

Feeling is far greater then just touch

As pain is only a word not a meaning

As [...]]]> As long as your eyes are open you can see…

But seeing is only half the battle

For life is beyond sight

Life lies within the soul

As emotions lie within the heart

As long as you can touch your can feel

Pain is only flesh deep

Feeling is far greater then just touch

As pain is only a word not a meaning

As long as you hear you can listen

Yet listening has nothing to do with what you hear

For to listen one must trust and question

As your ears may be deceitful

As long as your mouth shall move you shall speak

But words are deeper than just sound and speech

One word could be spoken without sound only thought

As your heart may speak for you

Whether it be seeing, hearing, touching or speaking it is far beyond our comprehension

As there are too many truths and too much life for us to ever understand

Give in to your dreams as they are what will guild you to true happiness

Listen to your heart for it will never lie

Look into your own soul before passing judgement upon another

Speak only what you know and not what you perceive to be

Hear and listen to a friend for they know you better from the outside

Feel all of lifes truths not only the good one

But most of all: 

Be yourself, for who else can you be.

~01/12/2006~

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Bursting endlessly into my minds deepest fears

Why have I been so wrong for so long

Why have I not seen the pain I have caused so many

But as I drift deeper and deeper into my fears I realize

I am the light I seek so desperately, I am my [...]]]> Shadow of darkness crowded the truth within  the heart

Bursting endlessly into my minds deepest fears

Why have I been so wrong for so long

Why have I not seen the pain I have caused so many

But as I drift deeper and deeper into my fears I realize

I am the light I seek so desperately, I am my own salvation

Even as the thought entered my mind I began to feel hope

Life was mine once more, I could see my own fate

Love and happiness was my chosen fate my hearts desire

Nothing else seemed to matter, though my mind seemed pained

I needed to feel, to know to except this new destiny and path

I was headed for life not death, for peace not war

In all I became my own light in the darkness

My own heart had escaped the fear that had once encased it

But I knew that it was not over, I would always have to fight

If love and happiness where that easy to keep we would live in Utopia

But we do not, do we, I had given inot my heart and excepted Life

With it I have experienced love and I have known happiness

My advice to all whom read this is to look beyond what you can not see, within your heart

Become your light and withdraw for the darkness.

~07/25/2005~

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Is there a plan out there that someone contols, a predestined line

Or is it all in our hands to figure out and see

Is it fate or coincidence, is it destiny or chance

Do we choose out path or just follow the road

These questions [...]]]> We have to ask from time to time who we are supose to be

Is there a plan out there that someone contols, a predestined line

Or is it all in our hands to figure out and see

Is it fate or coincidence, is it destiny or chance

Do we choose out path or just follow the road

These questions aren’t new but need more then a passing glance

Would you choose differently if you knew for sure there was no devine code

If we just exist and that is all its over after this, no eternal life, heaven or hell

Would you life your life differently

how hard it is to imagin that kind of life its a hard sell

But if it were true people would be very angry and justly

Well its just a thought a question to think of now and again

Life, heaven, hell, fate, chance, and destiny

Where do you stand?

~08/08/2010~

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In search of a long forgotten unguilded mystery

You climbed the tallest mountain crisp with winter snow

For where ever this mystery goes, you shall follow

Nearly dieing of thirst as you crossed the dessert sand

With only your quest for this mystery in your barehand

Looking back now start to realize

All the [...]]]> Along time ago you acrossed the open sea

In search of a long forgotten unguilded mystery

You climbed the tallest mountain crisp with winter snow

For where ever this mystery goes, you shall follow

Nearly dieing of thirst as you crossed the dessert sand

With only your quest for this mystery in your barehand

Looking back now start to realize

All the days, months, years you chose to sacrafice

The mystery you search to find was within you

Guilding you in all that you chose to do

Your passion for the quest of this mystery

Far out weighted the truth of your reality

Your lose was great for in life time can not be replaced

However you have learned so much on this quest that can not be erased

Quest are not as simple as they some times appear to be

But now your life is no longer a Mystery…

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The things  I want to know

I never felt this way before

And I don’t know what this feeling is for

I believe I am not ment to understand

Like I’m under antoher command

My heart cried such deep tears

My mind feels such horrible fears

No one ever understands me

I won’t believe this is the way I’m [...]]]> It only started days ago

The things  I want to know

I never felt this way before

And I don’t know what this feeling is for

I believe I am not ment to understand

Like I’m under antoher command

My heart cried such deep tears

My mind feels such horrible fears

No one ever understands me

I won’t believe this is the way I’m meant to be

People try oh yes they do

But I get mad when they try to

Its like I’m not really me at all

And then I fall

Deep into a depression sad and alone

I feel like I’m on my own

But thats not it at all

Then I rise from my fall

High up on a hyper strike

With a spark of light

But when one person blows it out

I see doubt

Once again I feel it all

Once again I fall

It gets worse everytime

My life is made up 0f ups and downs

But mostly frowns

I never noticed this before now

So I ask how

I don’t know if I should cry or be happy

Because there is something wrong with me

Now I know its not just the way I am

But is it better to know why I frown

It might be better to forget aboutit all

Try harder not to fall

But no matter how hard I try

I fall, I cry

it lasts longer and hurts more and more

I want to die is what I said before

Now I just take it the way it is, what can I do

I know its harder too

But if I died what good am I

just dead and still making people cry

I don’t know who I am or wha tI’m here for

Yet most people don’t know what they have in store

Do I leave now with only this to say

You can only live life day by day. 

~09/03/1998~

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He showed love and compassion, but truth and strenghth as brutal as a knife

The way he loved was unlike most others we all knew

But it was love all the same and that was ever so true

Though he wore [...]]]> A man of power and a man that showed me a piece of the old ways of life

He showed love and compassion, but truth and strenghth as brutal as a knife

The way he loved was unlike most others we all knew

But it was love all the same and that was ever so true

Though he wore strenghth on his face those who knew saw the truth behind

For my grandfather was truely kind

Giving without thought or questions as to how or why

Doing all he could, and even when he couldn’t he would still try

I know as we all stand here weaping as we recall our memories of this coragous man

We question what we don’t understand

he was strong, stronger then anyone I have ever known

But his mortality has shown

We will never forget him or all he has done for each and every one of us

For that in God we trust

Remember him now in thought and prayer

For in our hearts he shall forever be there… 

~2006~

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The birds fly over as through history

As the clouds change every second we look

We look down as the historical book

Times come and times go

As the moon shines over the rivers floor

As each day leaves us it becomes history

as each life leaves us it becomes eternity

The mountains grow [...]]]> As the sun shines down on the empty sea

The birds fly over as through history

As the clouds change every second we look

We look down as the historical book

Times come and times go

As the moon shines over the rivers floor

As each day leaves us it becomes history

as each life leaves us it becomes eternity

The mountains grow higher by years

As the clouds desend and teh captured sky clears

As boats are soon from the seas and trees still grow

The flowers bloom and to all they show

So close your eyes and imagine how it would be

The sun shinning, the rivers flow, the clouds desending as the trees still grow, the moon cries for us to hear

Living life with no cause to fear

Look close and try to see

The Earth is our life and the world are we.

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With Hearts begining to weep

One would almost date to say

Life isn’t worth another day

But one should turn the other way to see

Tey are the ones who are free

To change the way they fell

To make themselves heal

So one would say that there is too much to change and why

All they wish to [...]]]> With emotions deeper than deep

With Hearts begining to weep

One would almost date to say

Life isn’t worth another day

But one should turn the other way to see

Tey are the ones who are free

To change the way they fell

To make themselves heal

So one would say that there is too much to change and why

All they wish to do is die

But if one would try to escape the depression they find themselves in

There might be a new place to begin

Then again one might say

Thats for tomorrows people not today

But if only one could barely understand the tragidy that would happen if they die

Then one would say why

 Because people care no matter what one whinks, they do

Of course one would say thats not true

But the truth lies inside of the one whom sets it free

The truth is, that is the way it shall be

One might deny but see it in the end

The one who speaks is ones friend…

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closed to all that should be here to help her

she stood in the eyes of the emothions of life and scarcely left in fear

this is not the person that she knew or hoped to become

it wan’t until her love who has stood beside her told her that life was fear to [...]]]> Here stands a broken mind

closed to all that should be here to help her

she stood in the eyes of the emothions of life and scarcely left in fear

this is not the person that she knew or hoped to become

it wan’t until her love who has stood beside her told her that life was fear to her

that she truely understood what she had become.

this is not a  good life and she can see that now but still she questions where or what to do from here

fear has led her for so long how does she stray and be the person she could only hope to become

there is many year at hope for her left on this earth

too much time to waste in fear and regret

the knowledge is there but the question still is whatr to do now

is there an answer or someone who can help her

that is not in the stars and it is not in the heavens either

this she must find herself…..

~2003~

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As all I see and know of my life brings forth a tear

What shall I do or even become in this world today

I know that life is so far away

I seem to be loving in the world I dream of

When I [...]]]> As the hours pass and the time goes by, I feel a sense of fear

As all I see and know of my life brings forth a tear

What shall I do or even become in this world today

I know that life is so far away

I seem to be loving in the world I dream of

When I honestly can feel love

I try to hide my feelings way down deep

The ones I share with my self so my secrets I can keep

I don’t understand who I am or what you want me to be

But if we try maybe we shall see

I’m still that little girl you love so very much

I’m sorry that I grew up

But please, I try to give you what you ask of me

But then you say its not the way it use to be

I try to become that little girl every day

But I can’t be her in every way

I’ll try to be every thing you want me to be

But please don’t get mad when I don’t happen to be, because I’m just me

Mom you are always in my heart and mind

And no matter what I try to be and I’ll find

I love you with all my heart mommy

I wish it could be the way it use to be

We aren’t close and neither absolutely happy

But if we help each other maybe we could be

Please don’t get mad or angry at me

I don’t want you to be

You are a part of my life and I thank you

Mommy I’ll always love you!!

Happy Mother’s Day

May this be a happy day in every way…..

Dedicated to:                                                Barbara Ann Fornaro

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